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Saturday, 03 January 2009

  • ups and downs~~

    i fink i did a good job today.....tho the mood swingS are quite extreme.....i must admit that i did enjoy and forgot abt it for a min.....didn't last long...but i know i will improve.....hopefully............

    after all these yrs...i thought u know what i want but in reality.....i dun think u do......but i can't blame u can i.....that's U...the stupid and dumb u.....i knew this is u right from the start and i accepted it.....so i can only blame myself why the hell i have to be so stubborn.....why not just tell u exactly what i want.....oh well...quoted from u ....cannot change a person so quick can u ....

    i have 2 famous sayings in my life....i guess if u know what they are and what they really means.....then u will really understand me.....and when u do......hope it's not too late.....

    oh....btw.....dun u think this wake up call was a little late? i thought u were already up long time ago.....anyways......whatever la.......

Friday, 02 January 2009

  • Wish myself a happy new year!!

    i haven't abandon xanga YET...i tend to come and write from time to time...when im alone.....bored.....sad?.....disappointed...?lost....? i don't know.....too many feelings at the moment..........it's not ur fault honesty....it must be me...that made u did what u did....or should i say ..made u didn't do what u should.....ar....i duno.....too complicated feelings as i said....
    it's been ...long yrs...and from time to time.....these things happends......i  kept on telling myself that it's no big deal....i can overcome them....but when times go on....i doubt it....i really do....
    not that the ''same'' thing happened over and over again...but.....just always the same reason......ar....i always hoped that u will realise......but i know...deep inside my hard....that i will always be the looser when it comes to these things................as u said..it's been a long time.....i have no doubt for ur love at all...or ur loyality ....i trusted u 100%...even at this very moment....but i just can't......stand it..........i need more time.......
    i know someday soon....that we will be ok ...again.....and go back into the cycle ......ya....again....

    one thing that i duno for sure...is i dun even know if u know what makes me so sad.....i mean..if u know...that means u have learnt from b4....but ...how come....if u learnt...then ....what makes me sad at the first place....and if u duno....then......god bless me.........


    HAPPY 2009

Tuesday, 30 September 2008

  • Day ????

    I lost count already.....
    have been quite busy with classes, functions, moving and cleaning house lately...
    super tired....and super filling...my schedule is quite full for Oct...maybe i have 4 days or so that is free so far...keke~~~

Sunday, 21 September 2008

Saturday, 20 September 2008

littlepig11

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    • Name: Wai~
    • Country: Hong Kong
    • Metro: Hong Kong
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 6/19/2005